Decisions and spring

Moonrise over Red Willow Lake

Rain and fog has been the norm for almost a week now. Snow is melting fast but the ground is still frozen so we have standing water. What a mess. Trek and Tolinka a mess and the other dogs are starting to get muddy too. I just love spring:(

Kotah is deteriorating each day. He is anorexia now and it is more pronounced than before. The mass is growing and blocking the pyloric sphincter so he is not able to digest and absorb nutrients. You never know now when he will eat and he has decided the special food from the vet he does not like it anymore. It is hard to decide whether to let him continue on. At this point he does not appear in intense pain. He sleeps most of the time but if I go outside he is right there with me wanting to wander the yard. For now we will continue with the palliative care. I have not sensed Naoisha here to help Kotah and I do believe he will come to help....

trust and be true to your feelings each day